Monday, December 27, 2010

Tumblr.

I really really really love blogspot. But, I caved in and made a tumblr. I'm a little nervous too many people from school will start reading my posts. Although, I do want to give it a shot. Lets see what happens, so for now follow me on tumblr.

http://hazydaysx.tumblr.com/

Friday, December 24, 2010

Happy Holidays!!! Xoxo

Well, where do I start? I have so many thoughts running through my head right now. It's not even funny. Yesterday, I went to a my friend Chelsea's Christmas party, I had so much fun. Caught up with some old friends, saw people I haven't seen in a while. My friend Karla that I've known since elementary school was there, and we just talked about life and well everything else. She lives in North Carolina now but I still get to see her every year! Well, when we we're talking I couldn't help but wish I could switch places with her. Yeah, I know it sounds so weird I rather be in NC then New York any day. I'm growing to hate this area, town, and state as a whole more and more each and every day. When I say hate, I mean it. The people here, their attitudes, way of thinking, and personalities don't match mine at all. I've changed this year a lot, I've learned to look for the better in people. I've learned to be the bigger person. I've learned that you have to own up to your faults. I've also learned you shouldn't treat people like dirt to make yourself feel better. All which are obvious things to know, but I believe we must make the mistake ourselves to learn the lesson of these values.
As well as having a great night yesterday, I had a terrible one too. When I got home, I was literally attacked by twitter and text from two people. That I thought were my friends, it was really upsetting and disgusting. The guy who was bothering me went as far as calling me "ugly and worthless" but still me being myself. Being naive at times, I apologized. Whatever, though it's done with. It still hurt a lot though and it's giving me this weird feeling that something bad will happen. Ugh, I don't know. Anyways, since I was feeling so upset, I wanted to talk to my best friend, well I guess we aren't best friends anymore. It's been a while since things have been good with us. I feel like there is unnecessary tension between us. Although, I can't do anything about it because she wont own up to it and neither will I. Back to what I was saying though, so I texted her if she could call me or something. But, since she was sleeping over her friends she couldn't. It just gets to me that she couldn't take five minutes of her time and just call me or something and ask if I was okay. Whenever she is upset or if something is bothering her, I ask her if everything is okay right away. Maybe it's because I have so much time on my hands, or maybe it's because I'm a better friend. I really don't know. But, I do know that I can't deal with this anymore.
I am so so so so glad it's going to be a new year, because it truly will be a new me. I'm so DONE with people treating me like crap, I don't deserve this!
Okay, okay enough ranting for one day. At least, I got all of this off my chest.

So HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO EVERYONE!!!!! Be Safe and Have Fun! xoxo

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Happy Turkey Dayyyyy.

Alright, where do I begin? These past few weeks have been so incredibly hectic and annoying that I barely have anytime to do something that truly makes me happy. I have been swamped with college applications, homework, clubs, and etc. So I'm glad we have a few days off maybe I can get back to a normal sleeping pattern, clean my room, and prioritize my life. At least, I have one less trouble now because I know who my prom date is going to be, and also I'm talking to my old friends again. I've missed them but today when we all were hanging out I felt so out of the loop. Plus, everyone seemed so click-y with each other, like C, N, C 2, were all buddy buddy with each other. And of course L, D, and A were with each other. Then, all the boys were together. Then it leaves me... once again all by myself. I'm NOT trying to get people to feel sorry for me, I just wonder if it's me who does something wrong or them? Or perhaps it's the both of us messing up. For some reason I am never content with what I have and with what I get. I want to feel happy, I want to have a boyfriend, and I want to feel pretty inside and out. I've learned life is hard and each battle you fight is internal no matter what. But, I've also learned that all people have bad in them and good too I just wish it was more good than bad that shone through peoples personalities. Anyways, I think I'm done ranting for today. Bye, have a GREAT THANKSGIVING<3

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Halloweeeeeenieeee!

Hello, Everyoneeee! Sorry, I haven't been on in a few, I've been very busy with school and college applications. I can't believe I'm a senior, and finally graduating high school. I'm excited yet nervous. I just was this school year to go by quickly because right now, I've been hating every second of senior year. I've been in this bad rut that I can't seem to get out of, I guess you could say that I'm a little depressed but it's true you can't be happy all the time. Anyways, it's the day before Halloween and I have a party to go to, that's the only thing I've been looking forward to all week. I'm going to dress as a hippy, yayay so hyped. I have to work on my costume the last finishing touches.

Byeeeee!

Monday, October 11, 2010

A Must-Have.

Recently, I've been looking for a really great scarf to pair with any outfit and spice it up! Well, after searching for a while I began to find all these wonderful loop scarves. Which are a definite must-have for this fall season. They come in many different sizes, colors, designs, prints, patterns, and fabrics. I found a bunch of great ones from Anthropologie. My favorite was the Eversoft Scarf, it is so incredibly soft you really just want to sleep with it. Although, it only comes in a neutral color, it's still very versatile and goes with just about everything. It's so great that even my older sister bought one! It's a bit expensive well not a bit maybe quite expensive but this is one item you will definitely want to splurge on. If you don't think this is the right scarf for you there are a bunch of other great ones out there, so search. Here are picture of a few that I adore:

Name: Eversoft Scarf
From: Anthropologie
Price: $42.00









Name: Verdue Rapids Scarf
From: Anthropologie
Price: $38.00








Name: On-And-On Loop
From: Anthropologie
Price: $38.00


Saturday, September 25, 2010

Fall Fashion -- 2010

Here are some great fall items on my list:

#1:Varsity Jacket.

For all you girls who never got to wear a boy's varsity jacket. Here's your chance. It's comfortable, cute, and it comes in three different colors grey, maroon, and navy. Perfect to keep you warm on chilly fall days.

From: Urban Outfitters
Name: BDG Wool Varsity Jacket
Price: $88.00








#2: Moccasins.
Moccasins are a must this season. It's the perfect transition from summer sandals to fall flats. These are a great choice because they are affordable yet stylish.

From: Piperlime.com
Name: Minnetonka Moccasin
Price: $38.00





#3: Over-sized sweater.

An over-sized sweater is something that I believe can be very
versatile. There are so many ways to wear a cozy sweater, cinch it with a belt, dress it up with some accessories, or even just throw it over your favorite pair of skinny jeans or leggings. This is a great option because it has color blocking which is definitely in style and a great bohemian feel to it.

From: Forever 21
Name: Pointelle Colorblock sweater
Price: $24.80




#4: Long-sleeved Baby-doll.

As those chilly fall nights are approaching, staying warm will definitely be on your mind. So...what better way to do that than buying a few long-sleeved shirts. And this is one option that you will definitely want in your closet. This long sleeved baby-doll top is great to pair with some black leggings or possibly even some adorable "jeggings." Either way, you know you'll be looking stylish no matter what.

From: Free People
Name: Long Sleeve Boho Button-down Henley
Price: $78.00



#5: Black Skinny Jeans.

Okay, many of you most probably already have a pair of black skinny jeans but nobody said you only had to have one pair. So... this fall invest in another flattering pair of skinnies. Black skinny jeans can go with just about everything, so why not?

From: Urban Outfitters
Name: BDG Skinny Jean - Blue Black
Price: $54.00





#6: Cloche Hat.

A simple cloche hat with a small yet noticeable embellishment is a great way to add flare to so many fall outfits. Cloche hats come in a variety of colors, designs, and details plus they're great to hide a bad hair day!

From: Anthropologie
Name: Finely Feathered Cloche
Price: $48.00





Hope everyone has a wonderful fall season and happy shopping! :)